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All gear up for CNY!

2012-01-22T18:02:00.005+08:00

I thought i would be really busy on the chinese new year eve as all my cousins are coming over for reunion dinner instead of my family going over. Instead of helping out this and that, i am busy online checking on my modules' study guide, reading up on plagiarism, downloading all my resources etc. I still have online lessons which i have not check out yet (perhaps later cause im super hungry). Well, at least i went and helped my mum collect the Hongkong braised chicken and $200 worth of CNY delicacy.

Oh ya, yesterday i went River Angbao with "Dan" and it was an eye opener. It was definitely less crowded compared to Chinatown!

Great place to submerge yourself in the Lunar new year spirit!

Well.. I am super duper hungry and i can't wait to "Om Nom Nom" all the delicacies!

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2012-01-18T13:26:00.006+08:00

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Food Glorious Food

2012-01-15T13:32:00.006+08:00

It has been a few weeks of Food Fiesta! I can't exactly remember when was the last time i get to have awesome food because i was really tight on cash and i couldn't barely afford food that were too expensive! But i must admit, weekdays food are the cheapest or at least more affordable compared to the weekends.

Home-cooked Pasta with ham

Italian Cuisine Lunch special; Smoked Salmon @ $3.90

Lunch Special Green salad @ $3.90

Whats not uploaded were: Stew Chicken with Rice @ $4.90

Hamburger patty in Mushroom Sauce @ $6.90

Ji De Chi Dessert

Steam Fish head at ChinaTown @ $13 with Free Flow of Rice

How can i not grow fat this chinese new year eh?

Happy New Year!

2012-01-01T16:23:00.003+08:00

Oh Yeshhh!!~ Happy New Year 2012 everyone! I just simply can't believe time flies!

Its time to reflect on the events of year 2011!

1. I left the Civil Service of 2.5 years and its still the best thing that happened to me! I can't stand the office politics as well as some colleagues who throw their power around! I was unappreciated, taken for granted and i did way more than any of my colleagues holding the same position as me. But it is a good thing that i did not stay on and make myself miserable.

2. I left for awesome and went on an awesome trip and gain back great experiences from Brisbane and Sydney. Great Friends, Great Hospitality, Great Adventures, Great Sidekick and i will remember the great time i had as a true explorer.

3. Continued my studies for a bachelor course from UOL which cause me a huge pain or maybe migraine because i hardly understood Economics and perhaps the A/F maths. The gain i received was definitely understanding/grasping the concept of Sociology as well as Business Management. Through this, i can tell... i am a theory person for sure.

4. Took up odd jobs like teaching arts in various schools and tutoring. It kinda help on my financial status but i barely meet ends. Good thing i do have savings!

5. Transfered course with the help of my darling friend who has been persuading me since last year when she realized i enjoyed helping people and communicating. Thank you Love! I look forward paying back to the community one day!

6. The passing away of my aunt to cancer and the horrified images of her home infested by roaches, lizards, and maggots.

7. Left the comfort of "home".

I certainly thought of what i would like to do in 2012.

1. Study hard and score well for my assignments and exams.

2. Travel a bit more because i deserve it!

3. Returning back to the community.

4. Working perhaps abit more but not forgetting my studies come first.

....More to come but need to think about it...

Being a Man

2011-12-29T18:15:00.000+08:00

First thing you need to know to be a man...

Pretty much self-explanatory.

Why some people cannot accept differences.

2011-12-28T13:24:00.004+08:00

The old saying ‘opposites attract’ is often true. The difficulty is once they are married, they drive each other crazy. Our opposites tend to fascinate us because they add variety to life and pull us from our comfortable rut of familiarity.

Opposites stretch us beyond ourselves, forcing us to broaden our horizons. They add depth and provide opportunities for growth. It’s from them that we learn our most difficult lessons. They expose us to thoughts, feelings, and experiences that are foreign to us. They balance our lopsidedness and make us more complete.

Differences are healthy but they’re also frustrating. The biggest frustrations come when we start thinking of opposites in terms of right and wrong. What that usually means is ‘I’m right, you’re wrong. Most couples have little understanding and no tolerance for differences. They want each other to think and act as they do. They’re astonished that someone would actually approach life differently and think it was okay. So they begin a process of trying to convert their partner to the ‘right way’ or the ‘best way.

This is like trying to convince a Norwegian that Egyptian is the right language or someone who is Japanese that Spanish is best. It’s not an issue of right or best —just different. As couples, we need to acknowledge our differences and accept them.

EXTROVERTS VS INTROVERTS: Extroverts love crowds —the more people, the merrier. They’re expressive and frequently think out loud. Introverts, on the other hand, would rather spend the evening in solitude or with a close friend than go to a party. Being more reserved they tend to think through all the options before talking.

[ I'm definitely an Extrovert!]

LEAPERS VS LOOKERS: Leapers take risks. When they see an opportunity they want to jump on it before it’s too late. They appear to be fearless, or at least oblivious to potential danger. Lookers are more cautious than leapers. They like to carefully check everything out before making a decision. They gather information, analyze, ponder, consider options, question, ruminate, evaluate consequences, pray, investigate, and then decide. Another common difference between these two approaches to life is that leapers like new and unique experiences, while lookers like the comfortable and familiar. Leapers help lookers stretch and grow. Lookers help leapers think and plan before they leap. We need each other” (once the spouses learn how to compromise and work with their differences).

[I think i do have the both of each but i'm more towards the looker kind; think before i act.]

OUTLINERS VS DETAILERS: Outliners have a general focus and look at the big picture. They think in terms of direction and getting things done. Detailers look at the nuts and bolts. Their concern is how to get things done. Outliners are abstract thinkers who see the whole forest, while detailers are concrete thinkers who see the individual trees. Outliners develop outlines and detailers fill in the outlines with details. Both perspectives are important.

[I'm not a detailed person, i tends to miss out stuff. So i'm a bigger picture person!]

PLANNERS VS FLEXERS: Planners love structure. They want everything organized and neatly packaged. They like schedules and deadlines. They want their life to be neat and tidy. Their philosophy is, ‘There’s a place for everything and everything has its place.’

Flexers bend with the flow of life. They see planners as being rigid and over-controlling. They tend to be more spontaneous and laid back. They take things as they come. Benders don’t worry about schedules or deadlines. Loose ends don’t bother them because things will work out. Planners frequently see this as lazy and irresponsible.

[I'm always keeping up with datelines and schedules hence i see Flexer has someone who is irresponsible.]

From a lady

2011-12-23T18:36:00.006+08:00

You're brighter than the star, Believe me when i say...

Its not about your scar, its all about your heart.

One Step Closer.

2011-12-22T22:19:00.005+08:00

I did realize in my yesterday post i said... "he was super supportive and understanding"

And today we broke up. I can definitely conclude that Life is full of surprises, full of uncertainty.

Being Super understanding for one thing doesn't make up for everything.

Being quiet and agreeing to my saying doesn't make you super supportive.

The lying to piss me off, the shoving, the pain... is this how you handle a relationship? Is that called mature? Maybe if you are more mature, such things wouldn't happen. I still can't believe how you interpreted that message but for a long time i was too tired to argue with you because i did not throw it on the floor. You did. Im glad i said 'If'.

But ultimately at the end of the day, I will never stop believing. I will always believe there is someone out there waiting for me. I will never give up. I will be brave!

4 more days to Christmas!

2011-12-21T15:00:00.004+08:00

I simply can't believe it! 4 more days to christmas; the best time of the year! Well this year i am much poorer than anyone else because i ain't working full time unlike the past 2 years when i have the 13th months pay. I am POOR! Anyway... It has been a pleasant week for me taking into account that i have paid my school fee for the next semester (I foresee myself busy busy busy), started my new module Statistic 1 (My Prof is super super awesome) and i'm taking baby steps learning new things with the help of my darling who is super supportive and understanding soooo farrrr...

This week i have 7 days of break and then one day of lesson followed by 7 days of break again...and then to the NEW YEAR 2012! Wheee!

They might not be the best after all.

2011-12-03T20:24:00.002+08:00

Recently, couples are learning that their parents' relationship are not necessarily the best prototypes for today's marriages. Our parents had it easier in some ways; their roles were clearly defined while ours are not. The women's movement has greatly changed the roles men and women lay within marriages and families. Granted, we- both men and women- have more freedom to choose, but with this freedom comes uncertainty. No wonder we are confused.

Embracing the festive calling.

2011-11-27T12:51:00.003+08:00

Once again, christmas is around the corner and i am counting down and looking forward to spending quality time with my families and friends. It is going to another awesome festive to gather around and do the catching up. The shopping malls were filled with decorations, huge dangling ornaments, reindeers circulating around the christmas tree and cartoon characters too. Its also the one time that i would really want to spend all my paycheck (If only i do have a fat bonus and my pay too) on the awesome stuffs which i see, beautiful fancy clothes and perhaps on christmas items too.

I can even hear Starbucks calling out my name and saying "Drink ME!" every time i walked past one. So much for being... POOR!

On lighter note, i do have good news! I got my transfer to another course! I need to be extra hardworking due to the fact that i have quite a few modules in hand! And i am going to miss my daytime partner in crime. Sob!

The Big BUT

2011-11-10T18:33:00.004+08:00

No one is perfect. Everyone has flaws. He can be the sweetest, romantic, thoughtful and loving person who i love dearly BUT....

Sometimes i do wish that he can be even mature. He told me to wait for him to become one, Yes i can wait, but what if he CHOOSES not to be mature? Am i supposed to wait forever?

Without this ELEMENT, can a rational mature person still talk sense to him? Will he ever listen? Apparently NO. Because whenever i am in either an argument, discussion or fight, i switch my immature thinking to Mature and rational mind to analyze the problem, and he will still be in his same mode and i will realize one thing, Nothing is solved and the fire got even bigger. He will start commenting and he just never realized his mistakes.

There is this saying: " Don't get mad when a girl cares too much, Start worrying when she stops caring. "

I cares about his health and everything. I make sure he has the right healthy food, (occasional unhealthy is fine.) i googled every time in search for remedies for his sinus. I try my best to convince him that drinking soft drink everyday is bad for health but he ignored me. He eats junk food, sometimes late night supper like potato chips which can clog his vessels but despite all the saying, he still doesn't listen.

They say "You only Live Your Life Once." But they never say " Eat all sorts of things and die at a young age."Even if you don't die young, probably having some terminate diseases that follow you till the end of your life and then you are FORCE to change your eating habit. Why does people have to suffer through some shit to learn a lesson?

I have a weak immune system, hence i am conscious of my own health. But what does he cares about? Himself? He wanted me to have spicy fries with him when i am having a stomach pain. And he has the gut to even point to me for not sharing with him still! Thats outrageous. Sometimes i wish he could set a good example. I am trying to help myself, but is he helping me?

I do hope that one day if i really am sick, he could cook a simple light healthy food for me. And he will accompany me to have that meal too to motivate me and support me. I doubt eating fried food in front of me is really helpful. That is being empathic.

You know.. i do live by this rule. I can be upset with the things that happen, but at the end of the day, i will look back, start counting my blessings instead of my problems. And the one best thing to end the night is to know the one you love, love you too.

~ I don't have to feel happy all day everyday, But i feel happy everyday.

Super Early Christmas Delight

2011-10-30T13:44:00.004+08:00

Christmas Delight from Starbucks came early this year! How can i not be happy about it?

Went down with my two girlfriends to celebrate early christmas through coffee-ing together!

Ahhh... Christmas.... The best time of the year aside from Chinese new year and Valentines day. There is something about christmas that is so overwhelming with love and joy!

Christmas; a time that never fails to get me spending on gifts for my love ones! Time for shopping lists!~

For now.. how i wish that it is snowing here instead of raining. Boo!

The Push and Pull

2011-10-25T17:52:00.006+08:00

People always say.. you need two hands to clap, i think for my case, my relationship is suffering from a stroke. No matter how high i rise my hand, i wave my hand to get the response from another hand, it is not moving. How not to be stroke?

If my relationship has always been responding like a beautiful red Ferrari, now it should be a red Ferrari with no engine to run and hiding in my basement garage.

When it comes to Reasoning vs Emotions, how often do you remind yourself to be reasonable?

Because every time i try to reason things out, somehow someone is not on the same page as me.

Marriage; a once in a lifetime event.

2011-10-19T17:08:00.009+08:00

Last Sunday, i went to a friend's ROM. Technically, this is the first ROM i attended because for the number of friends i have ( I think i have less than 700 friends judging by my FB) and inclusive of this one, 2 have gotten married but yet to hold their wedding banquet.

This beautiful, God witness (i guess), People witness; Friends & Families, Minister whom everyone will till then hold their silence and till death do them apart is what the whole ROM ceremony is all about. Well.. its more like swearing and promising to each other with what they have in sickness and in health, for rich or for poor. Sweet huh! Love conquers all.

Well... I'm happy for my friend for they have found each other and embarking a whole new journey. Congrats Alice!

And as for me, when i'm approached with questions, i just run. Very practical yet effective method.

Struggling within self.

2011-10-12T13:14:00.003+08:00

The last time i felt like killing myself was when i was in primary school.

I would stand at my window and wonder why is it so hard to put my right foot out.

In the end, i took the knife, but yet again.. i couldn't do it because i was afraid of pain.

As i grow older, i learnt that dying is part and parcel of life.

Dying does take much more courage and perhaps it only occurs to people who feel that they are really facing an end.

Yet again... there are many cases that adults taking away their life compared to young ones.

So can i say.. as we grow older, we will look beyond the fact that it will be painful and end it once and for all?

But... where is the love, support and understanding we need during this period of time?

And with this.. i am sure its not me anymore.

2011-10-11T20:10:00.002+08:00

" hmm i dun know cause i think i wun be too involving my gf to either of my mum unless for formalities sake......if i choose the woman whom also choose me, as long my feelings, love is for her....i should not be bothered by my parents....cause she is the one to walk with me for the next half of my life....not my parents.....parents should in fact walk with

their kids to like 18 and den back off liao."

"to be honest...i find the helping thingy of the household to be fucking lame...cause if that is a judgement of character, why else the nid for invitiation to meet the parents ? might as well just go n clean their house n be accepted....i respect them for making me who i m.. and also the me which my gf love...beside it is a suggestion, i have a choice to follow or not.."

I have been thinking.. it is me, or my fault for not following his mother's idea of not offering or contributing to the household. But yet again... how would my parents think if they have to accept the idea that their daughter is supposed to help out or even offer in their BF's household when they are not married?

But yet again, if i don't help out, does that means you can judge my characters? I deserve better than this!

Think about it, this guy can't even stand up for me and even compare his own Love for his GF to the Love for his mother. His mom even came out with an ultimatum to choose between money and love. Hey, that is insane, So what if you are rich? You don't measure or even throw money to get what you want. But think abt it, if my BF is really rational enough, he would right away tell his mom its not right to do that to measure his "love" for me. I just have to take it as this "love" might not be "love". Might be a faux because he can't even have his OWN stand and he can be shaken easily with money, house and car. He has no idea how tough it is for me to fight for something that happening to me but not to him?

How many guys out there, believe in Love and don't even care abt what their parents say becoz they believe in whatever the GF and him have is special?

If i don't deal with this soon, honestly i will go insane, or probably nuts. Why Can't he be Understanding?

The F1 Experience.

2011-09-27T19:05:00.006+08:00

It was an awesome experience with my friend Nurul and my partner down at the F1.

Honestly i am not a huge fan of F1, just that i enjoyed watching racing cars speed by,

with the loud rumbling sound that irritates my ear drum.

But overall it was a pleasant experience as my friend and i were seated at the Turn 2 Suite where you see all the racing cars slowing down while making a turn. And i swear to god, this camera my friend lent to me is super awesome. With the fast shutter speed, even the racing cars can't escape it's len. Teehee!

I do hope that Singapore will continue signing on with Formula 1 though the road block during F1 is a bitch! I seriously can't travel by car but forced to take public transport. But on the other hand, it generates lots of revenue just by this one event with people coming from different parts of the world. I say.. Why not?

Food for Thought... "Singapore First Drifting Race" Just like the one in Fast and Furious. Someone should bring this idea up to the Upper management. And perhaps pay me for using my idea;)

Till then.. i bid adieu.

Contemplating.. Who has the Best Ramen?

2011-09-11T12:24:00.002+08:00

Went down yesterday with my partner to Illuma to try out the Ramen as they were holding the Best Ramen Champion there! Out of 6 stalls, i managed to try 2 stalls and of course with the exchanging of ramen with my partner.

I always have the feeling that my partner has the best taste for the finest things and that includes food too. Everytime he ordered something, it will definitely tastes better than mine like a thousand to a million times and i would pester him to exchange whatever he is having with me. On the other hand, i would go for something that is exotic, weird looking hence... i tried the Black Ramen. According to the brochure, consecutive champion in Tokyo 2009-2010 and of course after trying it, i am really doubting it. My ramen ain't cooked by the Chef from the brochure, but on the hand, my partner's ramen Tetsu Stall was cooked by the Chef from the picture!

Anyway.. Black Ramen tasted.. kinda.. Average, initially it was Okay, but after having a few more bites, i got kinda sick of it. So much for uniqueness.

TETSU's Ramen broth is cooked with 3 different kind of broth, making it.. Tasty and Salty at the same time. But of course after eating that, my partner complaint that he got really thirsty in the middle of the night. At least for all i know, i didn't get sick of eating TETSU's Ramen. Their way of eating, dipping the ramen into the separate bowl of soup reminds me of cold Soba.

TETSU vs TOYAMA...

*Drum Roll......*

TETSU WINS!

4 more stalls to try!

Upbringing?

2011-06-30T14:28:00.004+08:00

Lately.. i have been thinking about Upbringing.

When you are in Primary School and Secondary school,

Whenever you behave rudely or rowdy in school or in public,

your teacher is the first one to call your parents and report the incident.

You are still child till u reach 21.

When you reach University, or even working,

You behaved badly in the public,

you smoke, you steal things and get your face posted up on the newspaper..

Whose responsible is this? Your parents upbringing OR you who brought this on yourself.

As an asian or should i say chinese...

I always believe that after a certain age, you are all by yourself.

You can't have your parents telling you whats right and whats wrong because you're an adult.

And now.. i am 23..

And i have a whole new way of doing stuffs..

At the age of 23, Should our parents be blamed for how we act or should we blame ourselves?

After the long awaiting.. Im ORD-ING!

2011-06-05T16:59:00.005+08:00

I am finally moving on with my life after 2 years 2 months in the Education Line.

I am having the bitter-sweet feeling as i packed my very last item on my desk.

Im glad for these few reasons:

1) I don't have to face this bunch of P6, Self centered, most prob get sent to boys home

for whatever they are doing one day kids. They are the reason why i hate my Wednesday.

2) I get to speak up for my personality after locking my outrageous vulgar side of me in the closet for 2 years plus.

3) I get to study for my Bach(Hon) course! It means big money coming in after my uni.

4) Finally getting a so called LIFE. I have read blogs on the life of Ex Teachers and they are leading quite a meaningful life.

5) Wooooo.. Backstabbing and Politics. Never knew i would have faced it but it slapped my bloody face hard enough that there's a handprint there.

The NOT so happy reasons are:

1) No more cheap food. Just so you know.. Canteen food is ridiculously cheap and it can help save a lot on daily expenses.

2) Stoppage in Financial support. God.. MOE paid me good money to pay for my LV, Mulberry, Ralph Lauren, My MacBook, My Iphone etc which i can think of. Not forgetting my year end bonus.

3) Missing my Colleagues. They can understand you and put you in their shoes.

Even now when i listed it out.. I have more Pros in leaving the service than the Cons. Guessed i have my verdict.

Now... im waiting for my last employment date.. 15 June.. and 16 June.. Aussie!

A Gift to Remember

2011-05-18T11:52:00.003+08:00

Sometimes its not about how grand the gift is,
Its about how much they show that they appreciate you through simple gesture.
Thank You!

More More!

2011-05-06T11:59:00.004+08:00

And the Crisps makes me want it MORE....!!

Get on it!

2011-02-09T08:02:00.001+08:00

I want to update my blog with photos again!
But seriously.. no time!
I want to revamp my blog..
But .. seriously.. I need my Microsoft frontpage.
I need to get doing on this important stuffs!

Name that bitch!

2011-01-24T14:29:00.002+08:00

Bought this 7 months ago i guessed.
But im hungry... So... Whatever.

On the lighter note, i took my first class photo as a co form with my class..
I foresee what will happen 10 years later.
Some random kid will be pointing at my face and say...
"Name that bitch."

Im waiting...

2011-01-10T07:16:00.003+08:00

Im counting down to the day i leave for my trip.
Time.. please pass fast fast ok?

2011

2011-01-03T20:36:00.005+08:00

OMG, time flies!

I just bided Goodbye to 2010 and it is 3 days after New year 2011.

2010 has been a fruitful year. Yaya, screw the word fruitful, everyone has been using that word.

Instead 2010 has been a Passable year?

Haa! Whatever Seriously! The year has been tough for me.

I wish i can comment on my work honestly but wait till im out of the organization first.

I wanna thank my beloved darling who is there beside me, supporting me

and being understanding that my whole work was a total whore. And i threw my temper

like a total bitch.

I have my 2011 resolutions up~

1) Be more understanding and supportive

2) Don't stress myself out too much

3) Enjoy my life abit more.

4) Go get my degree this year

5) Guitar lesson

6) In order to do no. 3 and 4, i have to quit my job. (looking forward)

Looking forward to the day i tender my resignation and buying my air tix to brisbane.

Looking forward to the day i packed my table.

Looking forward to the day i last do my work review.

Looking forward to rejuvenate, re-energize, re connect.

For now..

Jan Looking forward to Feb chinese NY

March- Looking forward 1 week holiday

April - Looking forward my tendering of letter?

May- Looking forward buying air tickets as well as my stuffs for brisbane

June - Holiday :):) Rest.. & preparation

July - To my last day in school and the day i fly off.

Everything.. and i do hope everything will fall into places.

That's all i am hoping and wishing for, smooth and blissful journey.

Merry Xmas w UPDATES!

2010-12-25T20:44:00.006+08:00

I just realized the last time i blogged was like... 57352872384 years ago.

No lahh.. the last time updated a post was 15 November and now its already December 25.

Lots to catch up, lots to update as well!

Actually... i still wonder at this point who will be still reading my blog.

Identify yourself!

1) PSLE OVER+PSLE RESULTS

Seriously... I have been down on my knees praying.. please god.. PSLE quickly over!

The thought of going to P6 class everyday after recess is a torture.

See.. Your kids most probably have questioned you god knows how many times..

"Cherr.. Chinese in PSLE important meh? I thought must die die pass English, Maths and Science?"

And normally my answer is.. " Not important then why is Chinese part of PSLE?"

I am glad that after going through all the thicks and no thin, they passed their chinese.

Chinese pass.. English fail, if you do know.. Still fail hor!

So... how important is Chinese language right now ?

Side track: I was trained on the subject Maths but i opt for Mother Tongue. Weird.

Side track: I was drilled in Chinese.. but i prefer English.

2) LASIK

I did my Lasik 3 weeks ago and now i am having perfect eyesights!

My right cornea according to doctor.. is damage. How severe?

According to the second doctor, no big deal, not life threatening.

Tips: Customize contact lens that fits your corneas.

Need to know: They squeezed my eyes and my eye lids were initially bruised.

Need to know: I stayed at home, doing nothing, waiting for 10 days to pass by with no TV & PC.

P.S: My eyes still feel dry! :(

3) A HAPPY MAC FAMILY

I just bought a MAC book pro like.. 3 days ago i guess.

So.. now i have itouch, iphone and Macbook.

I'm seriously not lack of anything now.

4) CHEERIOS; 3 CHEERS TO THE POSTMAN!

Thanks to all postman working on Christmas Eve to deliver all parcels to every homes!

Without you, i won't be able to give my gifts on time!

Merry Christmas Postman!

5) VERSACE

I received a Versace Perfume pack this year from my darling!

Now in my cupboard, i have 5 perfumes.

Am i doing a collection or what?

But still... I am really happy!

Merry Christmas to my B boy!

6) 1st ATTEMPT FOR TP

Yaya.. i failed my TP lahhh!~

28 points with god knows how he deducted it and i felt like questioning him.

I think he was being inattentive and claimed that i did not check my blind-spot.

Seriously Uncle, we pay you to test us. Why not you pay me and you see how i bloody deduct your points too. Douche!

OK.. I think i have updated what i need to update!

Till then.. 3 more days to school meeting.

Boohooo!

Love, Dedication, Inspiration, much?

2010-11-15T11:05:00.002+08:00

As much as teachers grade their students,
the students grade their teachers in the usefulness they are in the classroom.
Being a "friend" with the students in times really helps in building of rapports,
but it only contribute this much.
Let alone, there are teachers or teacher ( whichever it applies) who give sweets to students every time that i swear each time that bunch of kids knocked on the door, i know who they are looking for and what they will received after that.
Teacher splurge/lavish/squander on sweets, gifts, everything to please kids, is that classic or what? ( i wasn't exaggerating)

And after how my students graded me, i was like.... wth first den demoralize for a moment but still i was glad they are a bunch of P6 students who i never get to see again, and most probably, the next time they returned to school for teachers' day, i will not be around.

Where did the love, dedication and the inspiration that they state in advertisement goes?
Where is the noble hero or she-ro they said which inspired every students that make them what/who they are goes?
If i know dedication, love and perhaps inspiration is definitely going down the drain, i doubt i will be making much effort in giving them remedial every time, sacrificing my precious Friday to prepare them for exam.
Suddenly.. love, dedication and (scribble the inspiration), ehh.. patience to nurture one whole doesn't seems so easy unless its your calling, or you have a high tolerance level; mine is running thin. Its like eraser and paper ya.

Enough of my crap, i need a life. And thats why i needed a holiday so badly. Get me?
*Cry* why is it so hard?

2 Ways.

2010-10-22T12:56:00.003+08:00

2 ways of wearing a BIG nerdy glasses.

You can either wear it like and look like total douche bag or dorky

sexy and flirtatious.

Reenactment.

2010-10-17T12:47:00.002+08:00

Any wrongs done in the past without proper closure will
embed in the girl's memory forever.
Its like a wound not properly sew to close up, will continue bleeding which in turn
weaken the whole body and eventually caused death due to excessive bleeding.
Its the same logic, as long as it doesn't have proper closure, it will continue just like
the wound and eventually damage and caused a relationship to come to an end.

Sometimes i really wish he knew that point and stop asking me
why am i not letting go.

And the worse thing is if i have a unclosed wound, and i am continued to be fed with wrong food,
it acts as a catalyst speeding up the whole death process.

Its a saddening to say that my relationship is like a cancer. I am at my second stage, i am battling against the cancer and my doctor is not giving me chemotherapy to save myself from a tragic death because he feels that its mind over matters. If i could think positively and try to let go of the bad aura, i will be cancer free in no time. My cancer cells are still growing tremendously fast and the worse part is he is feeding me with potato chips, chocolates and all the junk food because other patients are doing the same but they are not cancer patients.

Here's the next best part; he came into the room and asked me to sign a piece of document stating that if I'm in stage 4, the state of "dying but still not dying", i should not blame the doctor and sue him to court (if the letting go of bad aura thing doesn't work on me) because it was me who deny the treatment of chemotherapy. Like what the doctor said, "I am doing it out of precautions, in case i get sued, at least i have a piece of black and white with me. I'm sorry, i am protecting what is right for me."
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Maybe the Right thing to do is bloody give me chemotherapy, remove the cells, stop feeding me with rubbish, and stop telling me its mind over matters. If you can't do a job as a doctor, to help lessen the patient's pain and really giving remedy to help the patient recover, then you don't deserve to be a doctor.

An reenactment of a relationship 16/10/2010: Doctor patient story

Itinerary for the next 2 mths from now.

2010-10-06T10:12:00.008+08:00

I have been taking more self-photos than usual.
No, i am not self-obsessed neither am i show-casing my new scarf.
Fine, im showcasing my new 30% Silk scarf which is hanging right on my office chair.
I am sorry if you see more of my self portrait than you see yourself.
I can't possible get other photos from my iphone, copy paste into my blog.
So most probably i'll have to wait till i use camera or wait till someone upload theirs.

Anymore i have been slacking for this few days during PSLE, no P6 lessons.
So i will spent my time stirring up nonsense like fake Justin Bieber for commotion purpose
and seeing everyone believing JB is 51 years old.
Nothing to do, i will chat with dawn, annoying her and
seeing her fuss about how life is so imbalance.

Itinerary for the next 2 months:
1) Quickly brush up on my driving
2) Going to Skin center
3) Lasik
4) Buying Macbook
5) University Application

After calculating, My Macbook will cost more than my Lasik. Oh well.

Reason

2010-09-30T08:54:00.003+08:00

I am finding a reason to why i am doing this.

Duhhh...

2010-09-17T11:36:00.003+08:00

Cheeky... as forever... and always..

Soulmate.

2010-09-01T15:51:00.000+08:00

Soul mate, 2 little words, 1 big concept. I believe someone, somewhere is holding the key to your heart and your dream house. All you have to do is find them! So.. where is this person? And if you love someone and it didn’t work out, does that mean he is not your soul mate? Were they just runner up contestants in this game show called ” Happily Ever After”? And as we move from one age box to another age box, contestants get fewer and fewer. Is the chances of finding your soul mate lesser and lesser?

Soul mates.. Reality or… Torture Device?

Happy Teachers' Day

2010-08-31T10:15:00.002+08:00

Happy Teachers' Day!

And i still think Lower primary are still the most appreciative one
compared to the Upper primary.
It comes from experience as well.. I was once a kid.. Remember? ;)

Ironic

2010-08-30T16:53:00.004+08:00

It has been awhile since i blogged once again.
I can't find anymore excuses than using the same one; practically.. i am lazy.
It has been a long week followed by a dramatic day in school.
And as much as i wished i can avoid this topic, i know i can't hide it anymore.

The truth is... i displayed my emotions publicly. And its not just emotions as i received
so much of the bullshit from my students that i teared while going through Chinese
paper with them. Its a total bullshit, disgrace, utmost embarrassment and seriously i can't
find any other words to describe the unbearable feeling.
Moving on... Another Mother Tongue teacher confiscated a teachers' day that was made for me from my students and apparently i have no idea what was going wrong/on?
Seriously, You are a Teacher, do you confiscate another Teacher's card?
I don't know; i always prefer to give warning.
Fine.. i admit, i confiscated 2 lasers, 1 coke sharpener,
Highlighter, erasers and the list goes on -- from kids.
But confiscating your own colleague's stuff? How ironic is that?

Moving on...

Met up with boy for some great Turkish food and then head down to NATAS.
I bet you haven't heard of Turkish laksa!

And for tonight menu..
Homemade Oriental Salad.

What's your label?

2010-08-20T09:26:00.003+08:00

I like labels, i always do.
You can call me a fan, aficionado, a devotee of labels, whichever that fits the sentence right.
I mean... who wouldn't love/like labels?
Personally i always enjoy carry labels like Louis Vuitton, Gucci as they look real vintage, classy and something that will never ever go out of style.(I think they chose the right color for their bag; brown, and slight Grey)
But as i grow older, i look for something BIGGER!
Jimmy Choo, Manolo Blahnik, Christine Dior Etc.

It definitely reminds me of the days (when i was poor)
and wherever i see Ferragamo and i knew in my heart that i can never afford something like that as i have to work my ass off for a pair for heels or bag
that gonna burn a terrible hole in my pocket.
But in the matter of fact, ever since i start working, i told myself i am going to buy
whichever labels i can afford and make a collection!

So tadahhh.. this is my first label heels.. which i have been aiming ever since sex and the city

Hellooo Manolo! You are so freaking expensive that i have to wear you forever.

New~

2010-08-10T09:24:00.000+08:00

New product from Taiwan!~

Reminiscing

2010-08-05T11:35:00.004+08:00

I was been commented on my dressing twice today.
My HOD said i look very professional despite me wearing a cheap Balano skirt and
a black shirt on top.
My the other colleague said i look different compared to normal days and he felt a kind
of "feel" to it.
It was even odd to have my HOD to ask me where did i buy my clothing normally.

Today is my second day of driving and after that i am heading back to my poly to get my stuffs
as well as meeting up with my faci and reminiscing the great day i had as a student.

Passion on top of passion.

Bound by law.

2010-07-22T08:54:00.003+08:00

I realized i have slowed down my blogging speed.
I used to blog everyday and now when i open my dashboard..
1,136 posts. When i am hitting my 2,000 posts?
It is a rainy Thursday morning.
And i got news that some of us are under watchful eyes esp on facebook and blogs.
Isn't this a life of Civil servant when most of the time we are pretty restricted?
We are bounded by that. I know.

2010-07-13T10:17:00.002+08:00

If ever i can photograph every moment,
I think every moment can make a very good picture on the wall!
And i am thinking of buying that canvas photo which i saw in JB.

What's up, monday?

2010-07-12T11:19:00.003+08:00

Garlic Bread in the morning...
It stinks my breathe to the max

The last day of holiday

2010-06-27T14:10:00.005+08:00

Once again, i have been lazing around doing nothing everyday!
Actually i do enjoy the feeling a lot!
And time flies, tomorrow is school reopen and i got shit work to do
during the holiday and work to submit to my head, but i am slacking
and not doing much of it!
Well... i am efficient, i think tomorrow i will return to school early and then
quickly copy paste my work, if only time permits.

Good New; My CCA is finally over and i do not have to handle any CCA from now on!
Another Good New; I pass my BTT, my FT evaluation and now i am waiting to take my Final Theory Test. I am going to take
my first practical lesson as soon as next week!

Anyway... i got a damn cool Hermes bag!
I realized this design has 2 seasons;
They look really similar but actually there are some differences!
But still...
this Hermes bag feels Heavy when i put a few stuffs!
It makes my shoulder tired too!
Like what my mum said, i am very rough with my belongings.
So i better don't bring it out too often.

For now... I can't afford any more bags.
But wait... My GST money as well as
my bonus is coming in next month! Horray!

I am getting a Ralph Lauren tote bag which i saw on their website!
Sure 100% turn black and dirty when it reaches my hand. Haa!

Catching up!

2010-06-14T19:09:00.002+08:00

Once again i have been doing lots of catching up!
I have been sleeping like Dead Log everyday,
Enjoying my time, watching shows, eating pasta everyday..
and i think i am getting fatter!

I passed my Basic Theory Test and i am now waiting for my Final Theory.
I basically hate going through lessons when i can study at home,
So I skip all my lessons and went for test; Yes indeed i passed,
But the Driving school is not happy with it. So now i have to go back to
listen to their lessons. Boohoo!
Most probably i will be sleeping in class. haa!
Time to chiong all my lessons so that i can focus solely on my driving.

Fifa is awesome! I have been sleeping late due to that and i am
going to watch soccer while studying for my Final theory later!

Chaoooo!

Awesome!

2010-06-06T19:54:00.003+08:00

Its the time of the year, not exactly "time"
as i think i have a couple more of the holidays.
Yup, finally its the June holiday which i have been dying to look forward to!
Its really awesome as i get to watch midnight shows, movies marathon,
endless nap in between vice versa!

And for this June holiday, i am going to do lots of catch up with my friends,
Love ones, close ones, good friends, not so good ones, whatever...
Just catching up.
I have plenty of updates in hand; on life.
But firstly... I have to get my BTT done this Wednesday.

And by the way... I got myself another random blog which links to my FB!
www.saintbunny.tumblr.com

I will key my random thoughts there so it doesn't mix up with my blogspot.
Viole!

I doubt my ability to believe....

2010-06-01T19:32:00.002+08:00

It has been a roller coaster ride these 3 days.
I have been framed, maligned.. whichever words that suits me best now.

Firstly, i do not get the point why someone would be Sooooo Freeee to spread
unnecessary rumors or telling tales to her colleagues.
We are all colleagues, what do you gain? Maybe i should ask that particular person
if she could just zip her mouth up and stop creating problems.

Why does she has to twist her bloody story and turned the table around?
Why isn't she laying the cards on the table when she was supposed to?
At least be grateful for what i have done right?

For this special person i know...
Deep down inside... I know our relationship has been strained due to the problems.
We will be affected in a way or the other.
If anything happens, i still hope you are my friend.
Sorry for putting you through all this.

Dinner Date

2010-05-25T15:50:00.002+08:00

Dinner Date at Vivo.
The same place we ate 3 years ago.
Everything feels the same, the company was the one that meant the most.

Oh well... i thought i was going to write a grandmother story in this entry,
But... i was too tired to write as i am half dead from the work review i have type,
the work i have just submitted and many more.
I am sad that i am not able to defer my enrollment this year to next year
after going through different mediums.
The very very very last resort... i am meeting the MP.
What to do....?

Teriyaki Chicken

2010-05-20T11:34:00.002+08:00

Its the simple meal that my mum prepared for me that made me happy.
She is a "woman" of few words, hardly communicate to me,
but such gesture touched me deep down my heart.
Well... i did enjoy my Teriyaki chicken don this morning,
at least finally something that doesn't comes from the canteen beside my drink.

Tomorrow i will be bringing the kids to Peranakan museum.
Then i have remedial with the big boys.

I bowed to the inevitable.

2010-05-13T13:35:00.002+08:00

I guess i haven't really been updating much recently due to the
inevitable work loads as well as deployment.
Firstly, i would like to congru my Cyriva juniors for completing their 3 years of poly days
and yesterday was their official graduation day!
Now the questions on their mind should be...

1) Am i going to get a job now?
2) Work now or study later or vice versa.
3) Am i going to rot at home first and decide later?

I guessed i have figured that out 1 month before i graduated from RP.
I am kinda kiasu; i know, but of course i have to get/do my best ya?
I have been sending resumes, going for interviews and after i officially graduated,
I was happy i got a job waiting for me, and yes... i have been working for 1 year 1 month already.
I am very grateful and appreciative for all the help i was given unconditionally.

Secondly, I have been accepted in University of Nevada, Las Vegas harrah hotel college.
and i will be deferring it to next year.I will be studying on managing Hotels, casinos, F&B, Events and festivals etc management.
I will also be traveling to Las Vegas for an exchange internship program as well!
Cross my fingers, i know this is going to be a bumpy ride.
One good thing that i know is, this degree is recognize by STB and MOE.

Thirdly, Met up with my secondary school classmates last Sunday.
It was a great catch up honestly.
And i am definitely looking forward the next meet up.Like what dawn say, Meet up for drinking session lahh!

Fourth... I am taking driving lesson.
And my BTT is in 3 weeks time. Hohoho!
I am taking it early.. as my mum promised a carrrrrrr.....!

Colleague's wedding in 2 weeks time!
First time Bao-ing Ang baoooo.

I wonder if it grow

2010-05-04T17:52:00.008+08:00

Went through a mini depression yesterday.
I went for my uni interview and turns out that
this interview is soooo not ideal.
Firstly, 4 people were being interviewed at the same time with 2 panels
and everyone will be listening to your answers and seeing how you performed.

The questions they asked were like....
"who is the famous chef employed at marina bay sand?"
"who is the current Spanish chef employed?"
"what is the follow up program for the 'best job in the world' ?"
"How many CU do you need to get?"
"what is the major?"

Anyway... i screwed up at the major part as
they asked me what is the major of this degree.
I said, Management, but turns out, its hospitality management.
Felt really sad but still i am unsure of the outcome.
It just dawn to me that working and surviving in the hospitality industry is not easy.
Its more than just memorizing facts already.
But still i am happy i gave that shot.
Oh well.. if i don't get into that course, its fine.
i don't have to commit 1000 hrs of internship, with no/low pay.
Lets see if i am destine or fated to have that course.

Beautiful flower from my love.
And by looking at it keeps me so motivated!

Protocol

2010-04-28T11:10:00.003+08:00

Life is a biatch.
I have encountered what i should not be encountering.
They said, If life gives you lemon, make lemonade.
So.. now... life gives me.. lemon, pineapple, banana and etc.
Should i blend everything together?

Allow me to speak, As an educator, we influence and inspire kids.
We don't spoil the child knowing what they are capable of doing.
Perhaps this someone should just follow the protocol.
I am in no position to judge but once again
I have seen more and heard more, therefore confident of my own saying.

Life... i shall take charge of it from now on.
But before that, let me clear the air first.

Busy week

2010-04-20T08:21:00.003+08:00

Free Mouse pad..
It has been a while since i updated.. again!
Crazy week ahead for sure!
2 days of Napfa, Monday and Wednesday,
At least today i can dress down!
Friday-- Promotion Dinner & My colleague's birthday celebration

Inter rope skipping

2010-04-14T16:49:00.003+08:00

I love my Nike.
I am dread of my long period of outdoor life.
I need.... a life.
To be precise; peaceful, fun, loving life.

1 year ago TODAY, 14 April, was my first day of work in School.
13 April 2009 was my reporting date after i signed my contract with MOE.
I SURVIVED...!

Hit the Gym in school since i was in my sport attire!
Time to exercise, no more excuses yoo...

What only!

2010-04-08T08:54:00.002+08:00

Colleague: "You have a face of a player."
Me: " What?! Define your meaning of player."
Colleague: " Changing of bf machiam changing clothes."
Me: "Wth!"

My kid ran off during my IT modular and i have to make a report.
Its my first time handling such case but of course all this years
in my primary and secondary school days, i have seen more than just that.
Almost late to school today! But.. make it on time!

Need more sleeppppp!

2010-04-07T08:54:00.002+08:00

Potato chips in the morninggggg!
I was caught Red handed by my colleague just a while!
She was saying, " dont eat too much, later got pimples.", "have proper meal"
I stop my eating instantly!
I got duty later and the worse class to handle!
I got shit load of work this week.
Argh!

2010-04-05T17:01:00.004+08:00

Pre decided to wear a winter wear kinda top today!
Well! thank god it rains!!
And My colleagues said i look like Snow white.
I just look pale lahhh! thats all!

Anyway... i got myself an Iphone!

Coming Soon!

2010-04-01T09:16:00.003+08:00

Life has been hectic for me.
Of course if i have a choice i really want to take things slow.
I have been feeling rather tired and forcing my eyes wide open
during lessons.

My temper hasn't been really good due to many incidents
I have more jobs coming up, esp Oral, CCA and some stupid duties.
My committee has to come up with an event in school soon.
So i expect my meeting to be coming anytime soon.

My busy week will start officially next Wednesday.

Good thing tomorrow is Good Friday!
No remedial for the kids! I am just too tired to

Wacky Week

2010-03-28T18:40:00.003+08:00

It has been a wacky week.
I have not recover from all the shock, pain, anger etc.
I wish i am not in a trashy life!
But the thing is... what to do?

Next week, Long weekend!
I love Good Friday!
I bloody don't have to give remedial!

White again!

2010-03-24T17:52:00.002+08:00

I just broke my own record!
Wearing White 2 days in a row!
Just so you know, i am always in black!

Not my average day

2010-03-23T17:49:00.002+08:00

I am hardly dressed in white.
and im hardly in a dress that i wear out on weekend.
Oh well!
Just wanted to feel something different today:)

Just so you know

2010-03-15T19:14:00.003+08:00

I want to make a pact with you.

Today's meeting was about social emotional learning.
It was draggy and dry.
But thank god there were interesting stories.

And for once, and hopefully i don't face this too early,
Social pressure.

Lastly,
I finally felt appreciated for the work i have done.

HOLIDAYS!

Random Ranting

2010-03-11T08:58:00.004+08:00

I am starting to gain quite an amount in stock market.
I am feeling tired today and i thought today was Saturday!
I am pretty happy that the one student i coach finally passed his Chinese
and well... the only passer in class.
Tomorrow is a good day as there is no lesson; prize giving day but i am going to clear my work before the holidays! I don't want to bring any work home.
I always dream of an overseas trip during the holiday. This month in particular, i have no idea why i want to go bali alone and watch the sunset near the beach.
I am slightly losing myself to relationship and many things in life. Maybe because i am tired of pleasing everyone when i have not really pleased myself for a long time.

Oh well... i have practically nothing to say to myself.

Crisis

2010-03-10T08:58:00.002+08:00

I changed the feng shui of my cupboard.
I am not wearing black today. coz my colleague says i m always black.
I buy sweets for my students so that they will make an effort to do their work.
School holiday is coming; i m damn happy!
I wish i could be his everything; at least a 90% i hope.
Prize giving day is on Friday.
I am facing a crisis.
I think working life rob away most of my life.

But no matter what, i will still be facing everything
POSITIVELY and HAPPILY!

Potato From Hokkaido

2010-03-02T14:07:00.001+08:00

I have been offered a great snack from a colleague.
Something that is from Hokkaido.
Calbee potato stick which is so much different version than the one we
seen in Singapore. This one is in the packet form.

In Conclusion;
This is good Sh*t.

What's with Monday?

2010-03-01T09:08:00.003+08:00

If only Monday... is ... Not....

Berserk.
Bonker.
Idiotic.
Lunatic.
Cuckoo.
Full of Blues.

15 love rules for SINGLE man!

2010-02-24T08:55:00.002+08:00

1. No two women are the same. Don’t fool yourself into thinking that you have a type.

2. “Be excellent in their presence.”
- from The Tao of Steve

3. Don’t talk about other girls. Ever. Not about their cooking. Not about how they looked. Not about how much your parents liked them. And definitely, definitely, not what they were like in bed.

4. “There ain’t no good in an evil hearted woman”
- Johnny Cash

5. Small, thoughtful gifts are always a good idea. It’s not about the gift; it’s about the fact that you were thinking about her.

6. “Manners maketh man”
- William of Wykeham

7. A guy always pays. Especially in the early dating phase. Once there have been many sleepovers, and you are part of each other’s everyday, that can change. But not until then.

8. “Deep down, every girl feels that she is a great beauty, an actress, a poet or an artist. Your job is to figure out which one, and convince her you believe it too.”
- My friend Pete

9. Don’t let the only thing you do together be “watching TV.” Busy people are often the happiest. If you’re not exploring the world together, certainly explore the world around you.

10. “You know why I favor sophisticated blondes in my films? We’re after the drawing-room type, the real ladies, who become wh*res once they’re in the bedroom.”
- Alfred Hitchcock

11. There’s no such thing as “guy code.”

12. Early on, keep your text messages short and to the point. “Yes,” “No,” “etc.” It helps you seem straightforward and far from wishy washy. Women want to date Romeo, not Hamlet.

13. “I keep making up these sex rules for myself, and then I break them right away. Last year I made a rule that I was going to quit horsing around with girls that, deep down, gave me a pain in the ass. I broke it, though, the same week I made it--the same night, as a matter of fact.”
- Holden Caulfield

14. Don’t be afraid to talk about sex.

15. Never check her text messages, calls, or e-mails. If you’re trust issues go deep enough to invade her privacy like that, your problems run far deeper than her communications.

* Not application for Boyfriend/Married Man

31 things i wish to know about dating when i was 21

2010-02-22T14:56:00.004+08:00

1. If you’re confused about whether a guy likes you or not, that’s probably not good. Confusion in romance belongs only in romantic comedies because it suspends the plot, but suspense in real life sucks. So try not to analyze the events. The truth will reveal itself without you having to do anything.

2. Sometimes guys flirt with you or pay attention to you because it makes them feel good about themselves.

3. Even a guy who will admit that you’re better looking than him should still be able to tell you you’re beautiful. If he holds back in order to control the situation, or to keep you, or keep you down, he’s got issues.

4. Don’t help him ask you out by texting him something nice or polite. I’m glad you’re more outgoing and thoughtful than he is, but he doesn’t want the help.

5. Guys want to get busy more than anything. They’ll say anything to close the deal.

6. It’s shocking how much guys will talk about marriage. Until there’s a ring on your finger, it will be better for you if you pretend you’re deaf.

7. It’s better not to lift a finger in the beginning. What makes you think he will?

8. In the early stages, giving him presents is too much. Generosity looks desperate to guys. You may be a great shopper and gift-wrapper; it may be his birthday and you may be wild about birthdays—even still, he’ll think you’re just wild about him. Too wild.

9. Guys just do not think like girls. I wish I’d had a brother. Real boys are nothing like the boys in movies.

10. They might take a decade to mature. Don’t hope they’ll grow up or be ready in the next six months.

11. Even if your family thinks there’s going to be a marriage, don’t let them spoil your guy. Yes, he’s grateful you gave him your car when he moved out, but he would rather have had to work for it.

12. Learn to cook. Learn to cook well. I see now that it would have won me a lot of points. A LOT.

13. Just because he might be smarter than you or more talented at certain things doesn’t mean he’s your servant and won’t mind doing all your homework/research/chores.

14. Guys get resentful, too.

15. You’re special, unique, and important, but you’re not a princess

16. It’s okay to say no. It’s more than okay. It’s always okay. If he stops calling (and many, many, many will), you’re only weeding out the guys who aren’t truly interested in you as a person. Time saved!

17. Playing it safe guarantees you'll have more time and energy to think about your grades or your work. Less drama in your life will always be better and healthier for you.

18. You deserve to be treated like a human being.

19. Your wants and needs are just as important as his, and if you don’t express them because you think it will scare him away, then you’re saying you don’t count as much as he does.

20. Even sophisticated people with professional jobs can have tempers or hit you or use foul language. I’ve known men who dressed like diplomats but they were ugly human beings.

21. You can’t force chemistry. If you like him as a friend, the attraction might grow, but if it doesn’t, don’t force it. And don’t waste his time.

22. Ease up on the sauce. Alcohol clouds your judgment

23. No boyfriend-girlfriend relationship starts with a 1 a.m. booty text.

24. When a guy has taken you to Applebee’s five times and you say you want to treat him, he'll be psyched. But secretly he'll freak out if you take him to Ruth’s Chris, even just the one teeny time. Don’t try to match him one Ruth’s Chris for five Applebee’s. Take him out, but go to T.G.I. Friday’s.

25. Women love attention. A guy needs to be pretty crazy about you in order for him to pay enough attention to make you happy long-term.. There should be a medium ground between workaholism and his absolute devotion. “The knight departing for new adventures offends his lady, yet she has nothing but contempt for him if he remains at her feet”

26. My mom always said, “Men don’t think.” I thought she meant, “They are mistaken in their thoughts.” But they’re just not thinking anything at all. About you. They’re watching the game. That’s why they haven’t called.

27. Women love attention. A guy needs to be pretty crazy about you in order for him to pay enough attention to make you happy long-term.

28. Never underestimate the quality of “interesting.” Men want someone interesting. They really do. Find some hobbies.

29. What are you hoping to gain by hooking up with this guy? If the answer is “him,” that’s a bad deal for you. “The woman gives herself, the man adds to himself by taking her”

30. Expectations? They’ll ruin every dating experience you have.

31. You will never understand men. Just try to understand yourself.

CNY Day 2

2010-02-16T13:52:00.000+08:00

I have never once step into Istana before
nor do i have an idea what the place is all about.
I am a Singaporean yet i have no idea, that is embarrassing.
Whatever ok? Sometimes i am too lazy to be bothered.

Well, i got invited by the boyfriend to visit the place during the day 2 of CNY.
He was doing his guard duty as it was the Open House.
Drop by the place with a great company.
Anyway, i was too lazy to walk all the way in to the Office

located right at the top of the Hill.
So after snapping a couple of photos,
went dining at Pasta Mania with YiJie.

Thanks to Yijie anyway.
I did get the chance to thank him all this while.

Chinese New Year Eve

2010-02-13T18:54:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was one busy day in school.
I have no idea i was involved in the back stage for CNY concert.
I was Blur, i was tired, I got called over to another class
halfway giving spelling. How strange.

Doing Events for so long in poly, this is my first time
i was been ordered to do things in other people's way.
And to deal with backstage stuffs ESP,
There were loop holes.

Firstly i have to say;
1. The communication with the AVA sucks.
- I say PLAY MUSIC MEANS PLAY MUSIC. WHY IS IT NOT PLAYING?!
2. No rehearsal before hand.
3. Too many people behind the back stage
4. Disorganize, what to do?!

They were right, I always kanna " TAI JI".
which means, push the job to me. Thanks a million folks.
I must learn to SIAM!

Anyway...

Happy Chinese New Year Eve.

I am hungry and i am starting to do my regular ranting already.

Be thankful

2010-02-08T18:17:00.001+08:00

Sometimes you have to be appreciative for what people is doing for you
You don't give people the job to do because they have to do
or its their job to do.
Its about being thankful that someone is there to carry your burden for you.

Damn you assholes!

Updates soon!

2010-02-03T18:41:00.002+08:00

It has been a while since i blog.
Oh wait, i have been busy by the way.
Lots of updates, yet a single entry just can't fill up much.
CNY is coming, im definitely looking forward to it,
yet i just can't feel the excitement i used to feel.

Updates coming up soon!

Resort World 2010

2010-01-24T20:43:00.005+08:00

A little while more

2010-01-19T18:08:00.002+08:00

I know my blog looks stale.
Well, at least putting up one photo makes it look Better!
Not feeling any better?
Consult my Agent.

Someone took the second chance while you were watching and waiting.

2010-01-15T18:14:00.001+08:00

I have been thinking a lot,
Not because i have nothing to do,
but i need to re-adjust, re-evaluate many things in life.
I am happy, bless, touched, appreciated that there are many beautiful things that are surrounding me. But at the same time i am sad that not everyone would see the way i see things.
True enough, everyone has different perspective, everyone has a different point of view.

I asked myself, what have i done wrong.
You know, i do have this very good counselor in school,
we chit chat, we lunch every time, every day whenever we have the chance.
I told her how i feel towards things and how upset im towards some things as well.
Indeed, i do have many unsolved, un-answered questions in my heart,
and to let go, forgive and forget something that left me a huge impact,
leaving me doing numerous time of soul-searching, it is impossible.
Its not impossible, when everything really officially end last year,
to many, its still fresh, fresh in every memory.

And to think about it, why many stayed single for years,
still suffering and doubting in every ways,
to overcome and let go of the past, takes more than just time to heal.
The time is determine by the "seriousness" factor.

After all this while,
questions are still hanging mid-air, unsolved.
Can it be stayed as a mystery in my life?
In the past, Yes, I don't need an answer, because nothing matters to me.
But as i grow older, i start to ask why.
I start to think.
It can stay as a mystery as long as i move on and if it doesn't matters to me,
and doesn't triggers my chain of thoughts.
I have my way of doing. Its harsh. But nothing in reality is fairytale.

And for once, instead of taking ownership of what's mine,
I start to think what is best for other.

Eclipse

2010-01-15T08:27:00.002+08:00

A COOL sensation will descend over Singapore this

afternoon with a solar eclipse said to be

the longest of its kind in the next 1,000 years.

People will experience a cool sensation on the skin

as there will be a dip in radiation from the sun.

It will feel like the sun in more temperate climates.

Today’s eclipse is an annular one –

the moon will pass in front of the sun,

but will not block it completely, as in a total eclipse.

Instead, there will be a ring of fire, or a solar ring,

visible around the edge of the darkened moon.

At its peak over the Indian Ocean, the solar eclipse

will last for just over 11 minutes.

In Singapore, it will last from about 3.10pm to 5.30pm,

with the best viewing time at about 4.25pm.

Remember not to look directly at the sun and happy viewing!

Soon to be updated.

2010-01-05T21:49:00.003+08:00

Will be going MIA for a while.
I will try to update during close to weekends!
Well, its not that im lazy!
Practically when i reach home in the afternoon,
im busy with entertaining myself,
lying down on my bed reading newspaper...
& getting a Life.
As usual... Berlinda never likes to carry her work home.

Now i wish i can talk about school,
But that will only be possible if i restrict my readers.
Well.. the world is very political.
I am not living in America.
So guys, at times, you gonna read between the lines.

Love ya!

New Year- 2010

2010-01-01T22:31:00.008+08:00

New Year Resolution!

Yes, time for new year resolutions and for this year it

is going to be a fruitful one, as well as lots of thinking,

a lot of prepartion, probably interviews as well as

exploring/ venture into a new job scope!

[No one believe right now i'm a teacher, Neither can i believe as well]

When i say new job scope as well as interviews,

i am referring to university entries as well as

to review if i will be working as a teacher

for the next 100 years if you can say.

New Year Resolutions

Work- is not life,
its part of a life. So enjoy your time,
do what you love,
sometimes you just have to do your part in life and
that is enough. You don't have to do
extra work, they are not going to pay you extra.
I practically have one issue with waking up early,
the rest is doing nothing and get paid.

Life- get a life, no matter what job you
are working for, still everyone needs a life.
Everyone needs to swear once a while.
Everyone is individual, its definitely not
stopping me doing what i want if i'm crazy.

Love- No one is perfect, let him be imperfect.
If there is up, naturally there will be down.

Friendship- treasure the true friends that you have made last year,
all these years.
they will always be the one that will be
there for you.

Future Plan- though im slowly seeing
the risk of getting into hotel line, there are
a lot to pay for, but i might take the other route.
I will be enrolling into bachelor course this year,
hopefully through my interview, i can
get in to the course next year.
Alternatively, if my shortness doesn't bother the boss,
i would want to try out as an air stewardess.

By this year.
Hopefully my contract ends this year.

31 December- Last of 2009

2009-12-31T22:16:00.002+08:00

Good Day!

It has been awhile i blogged as i have been

returning back to school for meeting!

It is going to be a ehh... fruitful year in school i guess.

Haha! No promises until i see my timetable.

Today is the last day of 2009!

I did my countdown dinner on the beach- Picnic Style!

Well, i still din manage to do my new year resolutions

but i will be writing it tomorrow!

Hopefully it will be a blissful year.

P.S: I still can't believe this year has just passed!

Especially when i just graduated this year,

i worked as an educator in school,

and i finished my NIE course.

Goshh! It has definitely been a long 2009.

Mount Faber

2009-12-28T18:20:00.004+08:00

Went to Flea Mania yesterday at old parliament place.
A place stored with rich history as well as clothing!

Dropped by Vivo City as it has been a while since i visited the place.
Sadly it seems like it was going to rain. Bad weather.
Bought tidbits from Daiso and sat in the shelter
while enjoying the sights.

Being Spontaneous, suggested to go to The Jewel Box
which was located at the Mount Faber.
The waiting duration for the shutter bus was a killer and
i almost gave up waiting!
Dine at the Emerald Lodge where you can see orchard from far!
Food was served at a generous portion as well as reasonable price.

Went to catch the ~~Snow~~ Foam Fall and the light up of the tallest Christmas tree!

Ring Ring Ring; The New Year is coming near!

And i am so looking forward to it,
Experiencing and enjoying every moment.
not the working part by the way.
Oh well!

Jasmine's 21 birthday

2009-12-27T00:17:00.000+08:00

This is the last 21 birthday all from the 1988 dragon babies!
And jasmine's 21st birthday marks the end of everyone's
as hers falls on the Boxing day!
I seriously thought,
we have been celebrating our own birthday ever since we were in primary school.
We passed our secondary school days, poly days and
now everyone has turned 21!
who would want to celebrate 22 years old?

I guess the next time i might be celebrating could be...60 or 80?

Jasmine's birthday Machiam like Wedding.
Just without the changing of Clothing!

I wish alena would send me all the photos!
But there are 120 odd plus photos!
By the way, the room is way better/cozier than hotel.

What's Next after all 21st birthday is done?

Christmas Dinner!

2009-12-26T12:46:00.003+08:00

Finally its the Christmas!
Though many celebrated Christmas eve den Christmas itself,
but to me, christmas eve is much more important to celebrate with love ones
while christmas with the gather of friends!
My alpha male decided to wrap a good meal for everyone and
man, he did a pretty job!
Pasta, Fish and Chip, poach chicken with rice and crab claws!

Christmas is all around,
and with the different experiences that i received
every different year,
it makes the ride worth while.

Its Christmas!

2009-12-25T14:26:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas Everyone!
Its the most fabulous time of the year beside
Chinese New Year and the Public Holidays that all received.
Who wouldn't be enjoying during the season of giving ya?
Rest of the photos on Christmas will be uploaded when i get it.

And for now.. i just want to enjoy my food.
My luxury of food which i doubt
i can even enjoy it when the school term starts.

Merry Christmas Eve.

2009-12-24T21:13:00.001+08:00

Its quite a Christmas eve to be precise.
Thank god christmas Eve is on the Thursday
and then Christmas on the Friday which left us
2 days of saturday and sunday!
Its definitely a LONG weekend! I like!

Well... Headed to my cousin's place for christmas dinner.
It was quite average, could be better but i guess
some of the relatives has to help out the church so they could not make it.
And for me, like wise what my brother said,
Everyone, include the cousins we used to play
with when we were young had grown up!
Everyone seems to be bothered with them own games and things,
Keeping to themselves and not mingling.

I received quite some presents from my love ones.
Especially one that i would love to share.
Despite having quite a low pay, Lyfe bought me something
which really touched me a lot!
He really spent quite a lot this christmas for me!

I can't tell you how i felt at the point of time when i saw this red box.
Because you know obviously what it was contained inside.
But... it made me really really happy!
I gonna stop here before i go too far,
need a rest since i drank my cough syrup!

Done with Shopping already?

2009-12-23T23:16:00.003+08:00

Christmas Eve is just tomorrow
and as fabulous as it is, the place is filled with Christmas spirit.
Everywhere is people carrying big plastic bag,
carrying stuffs, doing last minute shopping.
Entertainers on the streets entertaining kids with tricks and balloon sculptures.

And as for me, i did my Christmas shopping awhile back.
I used to enjoy last minute shopping, the rushing all this.
I love to squeeze in between people.
But i think im growing older or what,
i start to get impatient getting in a Long freaking Queue
and forever i will be mumbling "When is MY turn?"

~~1) Maybe its my impatience that is the problem,~~
~~2) Maybe im really growing old.~~
3) Maybe the queue is just too long.

I will blame whoever and whatever,
Because i have already ruled out the first two options. Self Denial.

Anyway, My Itouch gave me a real headache this morning,
Thank god after sending to the service center, everything is fine.
My Itouch apparently hang or what, It went into a "State of Shock" Mode.
From what i hear from the Assistants there, Hanging is very common
and especially from this new Itouch Gen 3.
And that's why when i was queuing up, everyone is holding their Itouch.
Oh Well!

But Still, thanks to my friend who accompanied me throughout
and good chit chat session and everything.
The Other friend of ours joined in last minute
as she was around the location we were at.
Pit Stop at Blue Mountain Cafe with
Tiramisu Latte and Chocolate Marshmallow.

And i am ending my this entry with a Santa Claus
who apparently look slightly Kuku with this eyes.

I Don't Know, his eyes is too proportional or what.

Doesn't Matter Anywayy!

Life lesson

2009-12-22T18:39:00.003+08:00

A good thing about Holiday,
I have plenty of time to blog; there is no reason for me to not blog,
unless im out for the day and not home or something.

Another good thing about holiday;
Sleep late, wake up late, Do practically NOTHING.
Not exactly Nothing, Go dancing, Go out blah blah!
That reminds me, the school term is starting soon,
i have to return back to school for Meeting.

Emotion is a waste of faculty in life.
There should be somewhere we can invest our emotions to earn money
instead of tearing and making a big huha in life.
In short; its time.

Counting Down on 4!

2009-12-21T19:04:00.003+08:00

Its Definitely going to be a Merry Merry Christmas.
I Just can't believe it is coming so soon!
Guess what! Forever 21 at Somerset 313 is open!
But after calculating and comparing from the original website,
I think... somehow i will buy from the net.
Unless there is a reason for me to buy from the shop as i need to test wear.
Now i know why Livejournal Spree earned so much!

Ahhhhh... Christmas bread from BreadTalk.
It does look like a pile of Poop.

Stop by JP for a good Aijisan Meal as i have been craving for it like weeks!
With Lyfe having his Toro Ramen and mine is the Clayfish Ramen.
And after having my this awweeesome meal,
i came down with an instant sore throat and at night, i lost my voice.
How awwwwful is that!

On the Lighter note, Lyfe got his Itouch as well!
A 2 player game is definitely ON!
And i have a headache from sleeping too much.

Stop staring & go to a better man.

2009-12-19T15:08:00.000+08:00

1. Christina Applegate

"Call us back right away. That 'three day' business does not apply.
We're getting older, and we don't have time to screw around.
Wait too long and we'll lose interest. Trust me on this one."

2. Courtney Cox

"We pay closer attention to your hands than you think.
It's bad enough if you don't have manly hands,
but if your nails are longer than ours, forget it."

3. Padma Lakshmi

"Some of us prefer boxing to yoga. None of us actually likes Pilates."

4. Alyssa Milano

"Women are innately self-conscious.
This is not a choice; it's a gender wide condition.
On a bad day, I look in the mirror and see my ten-pound-heavier alter ego.
Her name is Bertha.
On a really bad day, Bertha sees her two-hundred-pound-heavier alter ego.
Her name is Brian Dennehy."

5. Poppy Montgomery

"When considering whether or not to ask out the girl you're afraid to talk to,
keep this in mind: No matter who you are or what you look like,
it's always flattering when you hit on us. Always."

6. Tea Leoni

"Supersecret: Unless we're blind or have no
night-light in the bathroom,
the whole toilet-seat thing is exaggerated and meant to control you."

7. Mariska Hargitay

"We love the fact that it takes you only twelve minutes to get ready for anything,
be it a black tie [event] or a basketball game.
When it takes longer than that...
what are you doing in there?"
"We are all about our necks.
Feel free to spend as much time there as you wish."

8. Emily Deschanel

"Even if we've only been dating a few weeks,
don't introduce us as your 'lady friend'
-- or that's exactly what we'll become."

9. Jenna Fischer

"If we run into your ex-girlfriend in public,
the first thing you should do is put your arm around us.
And if we have to introduce ourselves,
you are in big trouble."

10. Julie Delpy

"We need you to be reachable at all times,
but we don't always pick up our phones when you call.
We realize this seems like a double standard;
if you'd like to discuss it further, just leave a message."

11. Maria Bello

"We're afraid of commitment, too.
You may think we spend our time scheming ways to trap you into marriage,
but many of us are quite happy being independent and autonomous.
Besides, we're not in any rush to quit lusting
after young Calvin Klein models."

12. Kyra Sedgwick

"Our friends are not your enemies, and our enemies better not be your friends."

13. Alyssa Milano

"Women like porn, too. We just hate it when you hide the porn."

14. Kathryn Hahn

"The Brazilian bikini wax is torture.
To show a little appreciation, you could trim your nose hair.
And your nut sack."

15. Maria Bartiromo

"Even when we're blindfolded, even when you're wearing sunglasses,
even in the pitch black of night,
we can always tell if you just ogled another woman."
.
.
.

"Which guys look at your personality at first sight?
All they look at is your boob, your ass,
and your trashy lingerie.
And don't think we do not know what
you are thinking or doing even if we are not physically beside you. "
.
.
.
"Quit checking out other women! Especially
when we are standing right beside you.
It is insulting!"

The differences between Like & Love

2009-12-17T01:18:00.000+08:00

Infront of the person you love,your heart beats faster
But infront of the person you like,you get happy.

Infront of the person you love,winter seems like spring
But infront of the person you like,winter is just a beautiful winter

If you look in the eyes of the one you love,you blush
But if you look into the eyes of the one you like,you smile

Infront of the person you love,you cant say everything on your mind
But infront of the person you like,you can

Infront of the person you love,you tend to get shy
But infront of the person you like,you can show your own self

The person you love comes into your mind every 2 minutes
You cant look straight into the eyes of the one you love
But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you like

The feeling of love starts from the eye
And the feeling of like starts from the ear

So if you stop liking a person you used to like
all you need to do is to cover your ears
but if you try to close your eyes
love turns into a drop if tears and remains in your heart forever after.

New York Suntec

2009-12-16T23:09:00.005+08:00

It was a simple dining as we decide to meet up our friends
for dinner at Suntec for Dinner. Though she is a vegetarian,
We manage to find a common place and good thing NY
has everything we need under one roof.
And I still think the platter for 2 is really worth it!
Very Huge portion!

HANI BROWN CHARITY SALES

2009-12-15T13:15:00.005+08:00

It was great meeting Hani again!
Her new batch of designed clothes.
One of her friends imported clothes from New York and Chicago.
Fell in love with a charm bracelet which i saw on Style online 1 year back
And i found it selling at a reasonable price and bought a white dress too!
Can't believe she is selling Ted Baker clothing at 20 bucks!

Stay-Home-Friday

2009-12-14T22:05:00.004+08:00

Stay home friday will never be the same:)
Because i enjoy cooking, experimenting,
and nothing beats home cook!

Itouch

2009-12-13T22:11:00.004+08:00

Yes, i got my itouch after an unbelievable bonus came knocking on my door.
Its pretty good amount and its worth every penny.
And now, with lots of songs, movies and games in my itouch,
everything seems to be much easier!
Especially you can use voice control!
I have been playing tap tap revenge using wifi competing
with the rest of the people around the world.

A sad piece of news:
My poly classmate passed away yesterday.
It was shocking, it was very sudden.
i regret not saying hi to him as i was afraid of getting disturb by him.
Maybe i should say hi, and not walk away.
Now he is gone, in a car accident.
Seeing his picture, really make me sad.
Life is so fragile, cherish.
Rest in peace bro.
wherever you are.

BATTLE between the Dealers

2009-12-09T21:49:00.004+08:00

Its definitely a battle, one even better than the other!
After the release of the Iphone from Starhub and M1,
Singtel came out with a fabulous plan after 2 hours!
Starhub made a call to my house, offering unbelievable plans!
Any 3 basic grp from starhub $14, with 15% waived off every mth for HP bills
and 20% for Broadband services!
My family has been a customer of theirs for 8 years and honestly,
this is like the BEST deal or something!
But my dad is waiting for them to come out with the offer of giving him an Iphone
or at least a flat screen Tv.
Haas! Still waiting!

I Did It Again!

2009-12-07T19:37:00.004+08:00

I think im good lah!
I bought this Lamp, carry all the way from IKEA,
Den went to meet Alena and Sann, carry it all the way shopping with them.
And den back home!
After i reached home, my hand is damn red, but its ok!
More importantly is, i manage to fix the lamp up by myself with all the small
pieces of it in the box!
Well, of course with instruction booklet!
But i think im good at fixing, esp when i m kinestatic.
Well done Berlinda!~

Putting Cammy in good use!

2009-12-03T21:57:00.002+08:00

Because i think it is AWESOME!

2009-11-27T17:40:00.010+08:00

I think this is totally Awesome!
Singapore Universal Studio!
I was pretty amazed by it honestly but they have to keep continually
change and keep themselves up to date with new stuffs!
I wonder if they are up to the challenge.

Though Singapore Universal Studio can't be compared to the U.S one,
But i still hope that it is as good as their!
I remember paying 70 over plus dollar for the universal studio in U.S
But it was worth every cent as it is so unpredictable!
Given that construction of Universal Studios Korea hasn’t
commenced yet and Universal Studios Dubailand is
delayed until 2012
this is going to be the only Universal Studios
offspring arriving in the near future and the
most anticipated theme park opening since years.
Check out their current development!

2009-11-10T20:37:00.004+08:00

LIGHT UP DINNER

I totally forgotten that my blog still exist!
A quick summary what happened last Saturday.
Well... still i m pretty lazy to write everything out
But it was a great time chit chatting, catching up.
And on Saturday, it was the day of the light up in Orchard!
And after this blogging, I still have work to doooo!!!

2009-11-06T18:53:00.002+08:00

With me however, everything adds up.
The problem may be resolved, but it never goes away.
I do move on with life, but that "problem" is part of my history,
it doesn't just disappear.

Does women hold grudges more than men?
In the course of history, when men fight,
it leads to physical wars.
When women fight, they use their bodies and minds to wage battle.
A woman can do far more damage with her mind and tongue
than a man can with his fists.

Being part of that history in my life, i do have to say
that i experienced and see it with my own eyes how
woman fight using their mind and tongue to win over
another man.
How they can cause someone to be mental and emotional drain.
How they can fight day and night not feeling tired
just to achieve a goal.

Honestly, im tired.
I don't even have the energy to open my mouth to talk nor discuss
I don't have the energy to debate,
I don't have the energy to stand for my own rights
because in the end i will be shoot down flat.
I am tired on how elders treated me with no respect.
I just need someone who can understand me, my problem, my situation.

Life is never smooth sailing
yet at this point of time wanting to start afresh.
though it has been a rather tough time not being understood,
seeing another perfect person but not me,
it is terrible.
I dont know how long it is going to take.
But i m starting to lose it....

2009-10-30T14:22:00.001+08:00

SIMPLY MADNESS

If Barbie is so popular, why do we have to buy her friends?